I’m Just not PERFECT!!!

Every day I wish to be someone better. All the fuss and terrible thing gone well as what I wished it should be. Somehow, it seems too difficult every little time I tried to make it better all the time. Not all the time, maybe sometimes.... But, in mind I know that I’m not a perfect person. I’m sorry....for being not perfect at all. Even when I dressed well, somehow my hair don’t, even I’m good in sport, but somehow I will get tired. .even I always keep my temper out, but somehow it bust out when I can’t stand it. Seem that I’m not perfect at all. I’m just human who got weaknesses here and there.

I’m just not PERFECT!!!

But, I got something to prove to my family, friends and somebody...that I’m good in the way I are. I’m good in being myself. I’m good in being a daughter, sister even a friend.  I think I’m good in my study when there is an effort I put on it and keep focus. Keep focus on study, as what my daddy used to remind me every time. I’ll keep on trying daddy.

I’m not a princess...Who will keep wearing girly clothes and make up all the time, keep smiling without no worries seem like she was a very perfect beautiful little princess...without any problems comes to mind at night before the eyes going to close (sleep), but I dressed and act as what I like to, not as what people love to see me in. I smile when I’m happy, I have a good sleep when there’s a no problems bother me, I shopping when I like to, I laugh out loud when I feel it’s funny, I eat what I love most, I talk as what I used to talk, I.....do anything I like to do whenever I feel I like to do it. That’s it! ME.

Thanks God for giving me a good and happy life with my loving families and friends all this time. Thanks God for what I am now, being myself. Let me keeping on with my life rhythm as what I wish it should be. I’m perfect in the way I are that only time can change me for a better perfect person.

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